Tuesday, January 5, 2010

The more I think about it...

...the more excited and scared I get. I can't obsess though, I have to take one day at a time. I have to focus on what needs to be done now, so we can do what needs to be done down the road so we can have what we want in the end.

Now...get healthy, save money, and get our affairs in order.

Down the road...doctor's appointment, insemination (1, 2, 3, 10 times???)

End result...a baby!!!

Still, my mind starts bouncing all around and I wonder if and when, how much will it cost. I wish I could share this with Jen but I know she's not a master worrier like me.

That's why I say...one day at a time. Yesterday's focus was eating healthy, today's will be exercise. My first session in months...I need to get back into a routine. As much as it sucked, I saw results and others did to!

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