...Jen. I worry about her sometimes...okay, all of the time. She seems really down right now and I don't know what is wrong. When I ask, she says she's tired. I know she's had a crazy week so far with the fallout from staying open during a storm, a meeting in a Augusta, 2 meetings in Portland. Still, she's made mention to me and Ann that she's not happy with her job. I asked her if she regrets moving to Ellsworth. She said sometimes. That made my heart drop. I hate seeing her like this...it breaks my heart. I love her so much and I love the happy her. We had an amazing 3 days at home together and we never even argued once. Not that we are arguing now, but that tention is there and I don't like living like that. I wish I could make things better. I think we both need a change....career change, living situation change, a life makeover.
Jen said she was thinking about our wedding, when we get to have one. She was listening to the song "Yeah" and said it would be cool if we learned how to dance to it, like choreographed and had that as our first dance. I'm glad she's so positive about that happening because we could be in our 60s at the rate the country is going. NH assholes are looking to overturn their marriage law now!!!
Anyway, I'm sure I'm worrying about nothing...this too will pass.
Time for my focus of the day...Day 1: Eating Healthy, Day 2: Exercise.....Day 3...hmmm, I think today I need to focus on getting organized at school. I should take one day a week to do that. I have a meeting tonight, show choir starts next week, new music needs to be distributed for chorus and band...need to take a little time to get that together.
Happy Hump Day everyone!
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